Absence

Sorry I've been gone for a while. I've been busy with work/projects and its actually been kinda nice having something to distract me from TTC. Today, FF gave me crosshairs and I'm not sure if I totally agree (even FF is not 100% sure since its a dotted line). I did have some cramping on Wednesday and some spotting the next day, but my CM has not been "normal", nor have I gotten a + OPK yet. In fact, my OPKs have been so -, that I barely even have a second line on them. So this all makes me think that I haven't O'd yet. Which is totally fine with me, because if I have O'd, there is no hope for this cycle. I have also been feeling like I'm getting sick and since I've had to get up really early 2 of the last 4 days, my temps aren't quite as accurate either. I guess we'll just see what the next few days bring.